Boxed

So lately, I've been thinking a lot about how I'm going to start applying for "real world" jobs really soon - and I've somewhat regrettably found that my college major has left me boxed into the field of "Human Development." Also, my work experience in Student Affairs leaves me guessing if that is going to ultimately determine where I go from here.

I want to feel the freedom of believing the world is open with possibility now. As if I'm free to pursue anything. Perhaps it's the fear of an administrative life or the idea of being bound to a desk. I just want to be able to wake up everyday and LOVE what I do. I really want to figure out what God wants me to pursue. I have a few ideas of what I might want to do, but am, I guess, waiting to hear either God's confirmation or new direction. I'm trying to start by understanding my own unique characteristics.

So these are characteristics I've noticed about myself that might puzzle together into a possible career:

1. I can be introverted, but working on it
2. I am compassionate - I sympathize with people (for instance, I am a contagious crier)
3. I've always expressed myself through the arts whether that be dance, drawing, writing, or music
4. I love creating things
5. I actually like performing (Ex. dance...and I can't believe I'm saying this but I do enjoy teaching and public speaking). This may seem contradictory to #1, but it's not hah.

It's interesting to think about where I'll end up. I might have to hide this post once I start the hunt though hah.